usted sigue siendo el que falto.

I am..

2009-09-08T09:11:25Z

The sudden urge of updating this neglected journal is here. I'm not gonna say much because you guys should know I'm definitely happier than before. Not saying I wasn't back then, oh come on, you'll know how it feels like one day. For the misfortunate ones, if you will never be able to feel it, don't worry. You can try typing yahoo.com and search for "Happiness" under the search bar. (:

And one more thing, bitch: Just because our hetrosexual public has a uniform stereotype of what a gay couple dynamic should be, doesn't mean that our gay community have to abide by their small minded perceptions and their inability to think outside the box.

Last but not least, You're the best thing that has happened to me. Love you, buttercup. Yeehaa!

No subject.

2009-07-29T02:32:54Z

I make drinks, drink drink drink and I get drunk. I come home every night drunk. Sleep and then go to work again, the whole thing repeats. I've no life at all. This is so boring. I want to find another job! Alright, I'm off to work.

Yayy!

2009-06-06T19:31:22Z

I want to thank the whole world and family and friends and every insects in the world. Because I finally moved out of my house.

((:

2009-05-29T15:47:44Z

I stole this picture from Bubu. We met up with C and F and some others on wednesday.
Can you tell i lost weight? Can you? Haha.

Wish granted.

2009-05-29T15:28:54Z

I AM FUCKING 37KG CURRENTLY!!!

There was a period of time i had some doubts. I was wondering how come all my jeans AND tops are expanding. I couldn't fit into any jeans nicely anymore. And I look like i've baggy tees now. How horrible is that. But!! I'm happy on the other hand because I am ONLY 37KG. Do you think I'm sick?

You're everything to me.

2009-05-22T18:01:27Z

Stayed home the whole afternoon watching "Incredibly true adventures of two girls in love" while waiting for Pornstar to knock off from work. A short teaser contestants photos have been uploaded on Twoqueens site, so check it out! It includes a pretty short profile of each contestants.

P.S I want to have strawberry breasts and I want to be 38kg for my 21st birthday! (:

Boo.

2009-05-19T14:12:18Z

Just one thing, I am super duper major ultra tired to the max from working. That's it.

WOOHOO!

2009-04-22T18:49:06Z

READ THIS!!!
Hi Ally, Congratulations! You have been CONFIRMED as one of the 12 contestants for "So You Think You're Andro III" (SUTYA) !

Thanks Two Queens Party!

Yee Haa.

2009-04-13T13:04:34Z

I wanna build a house on a mountain. I wanna get my rainbow Vespa. I wanna be free of AIDS. And I wanna die before I turn 60-year-old. (:

YAY.

2009-04-05T15:44:02Z

Over and done with first round of interview. Wawa and I got into the second round. (:

Dress code: Short sleeve blouse with knee length skirt plus sockings and heels.
Make up: Air stewardess' kind of make up.
I think i need to go tangs' m.a.c to get them to make up for me. spend money again.

P.S I love you, baby.

Fly away.

2009-03-28T16:22:40Z

5th April, 9am, Hilton Hotel. I shall fly(:

P.S Fuck you, nipple piercing.

Drama.

2009-03-27T05:53:49Z

No more drama for me. I'm out of it. So don't get me involved. I'm not gonna explain or anything because I don't bother.

Hee.

2009-03-19T19:58:24Z

Thanks to you, NR, I'm smiling from ear to ear. (:

: /

2009-03-11T14:55:14Z

In the end, what we regret most are the chances we never took.

Smiles for you.

2009-03-09T15:00:13Z

I kicked and punched in my battle of cry till my arms gave out and my feet cried out. But i never felt stronger. And i love it.
This is me.

Uhuk uhuk.

2009-03-07T03:05:06Z

Ally's down with fever and flu and sore throat.
):

Tagged.

2009-02-09T07:40:01Z

I got tagged by some random person and it says i got to list down the number of things people doesn't know according to my age. And i've to tag some others to do it too. So yea, i'm really bored here and i shall do this.

01. I wake up as early as 0530 for breakfast on sundays.
02. I don't wake up before 1000 on weekdays unless i got to work.
03. I'm in contact with your ex girlfriends.
04. I'm secretly in love with Niki (Pornstar knows who is niki).
05. I'm secretly in love with Bubu too.
06. I've no favourite band or singer or models or whatsoever.
07. I dislike exercising except sex.
08. There's no such thing as "jogging" in my dictionary. NO to jogging!
09. I like having prata & rose syrup drink for breakfast.
10. I like slow and gentle morning sex.
11. I love wild and spicy evening sex.
12. Sex toys would be an additional cookie point.
13. I've stopped flirting & flinging.
14. I'm out of the complicating love life.
15. I now live a simple life with just me and pornstar.
16. I got to learn how to cook because pornstar wants me to.
17. I'm super duper kental and mentel and retarded when i'm with pornstar.
18. I "can" hold my liquor really well(:
19. I like boys with very pretty face.
20. I'm reading "the bible of lesbianism" currently.
21. Last but not least, I'm totally, totally in love with Del the pornstar.

Right, it wasn't that difficult to think of the things that people don't know. Hahaha. I'm done and you guys got to do this!
Ally kisses: Shida Baby, Eldora Darling, Muffin Darling and whoever who wants to do it.

Which.

2009-01-25T17:29:34Z

Gilera Runner or a Vespa LX50?

Whatever.

2009-01-25T16:33:59Z

Don't feel like updating now. Because i feel like shit currently. Bye.

I want you to want me.

2008-12-29T16:16:46Z

I like too much of this sugar rush.

Ber and my pornstar. She looks so fierce in this stupid picture. She was like "What do you want to drink?!" HAHAHA. I love her still(:

Back off, you bitch.

2008-12-27T19:35:51Z

Pornstar sent me to work and she actually waited for my breaks. Best thing ever, she walked all the way to MS just to get me food. Thank you baby(: Oh, when i was at work, i saw these two girls(a femme and a butch). So, i couldn't be bothered to even have any eye contact with them because i think my eye is swollen(!!!). Swear to god i'll get medical cert if it gets worse. After a while, the butch came up to me and passed me a piece of tissue with the femme's number and her name is Gee. She was like "Aye, my friend asked me to pass this to you". It's so wtf please. She was like AYE AYE AYE. Fuck you, bitch. I seriously couldn't be bothered. They look like they're only eighteen. Seriously, back off man. Ally's not interested. I'm so tired of all these, especially at work. What's wrong with all these girls. Ohwell, i'm being bitchy and stuff today because work sucks. Having someone there who is an eyesore is totally not good. Such a pain in the ass. I totally agree with you, Illie.

I'm gonna see pornstar in less than twelve hours. We shall have sushi and boozes and fags and bed! Love you(: Hehe.

Contacts!!

2008-12-26T06:28:11Z

Dropped by CM for coffee and also to visit the partners there. Headed to town and i wanted to kill all the people there. It was fucking crowded and packed. Had dinner at CJ and it was really fun(too much of seducing,baby) and then we left town for bugis(for you-know-what). Spent the night drinking and smoking and something.

I'll continue later when i'm home. Gonna head out for lunch with DY and coffee with Be at TS. And, please let me know who you are when you text me. Because i lost all my contacts! I sent my phone for servicing and realised my contacts are in the phone, not the sim. DAMN IT!

All that i wanted.

2008-12-23T19:39:55Z

Work was great because it wasn't crowded at all, plus my darling WL came to look for me with Sab. She gave me a small lil card which is so gay(pride)! Thank you so much darling(:

And you, why did you even text my friend to make sure she takes care of me? Because you know you can't do it? Right from the start, i knew you wouldn't be able to do it. I'm not very much surprised. It's just you, i was never able to understand you.

And baby, you're just so sweet and you've no temper or anything. Is it just you or is it me? I'm so afraid i might hurt you in any way because you're too caring and loving. You do know that ally's never sweet or romantic. So please don't expect so much from me okay? I know you say you'll be around for me when i need/needn't you. That's just so sweet and i can melt right in your eyes. I love you(:

MY PORNSTAR!(:

You've deceived yourself.

2008-12-22T07:17:53Z

Just so you know, there's no point apologising after all that has been done. I don't see any point. So just lead your own life and don't bother building up your courage just to face me. No point at all, because i don't bother anymore. Maybe i've never even bother because of all the things you do and say. Now i know what's true and what's not. I need no explanation. I need no talks. I'm really happy with my life now.

FYI.

2008-12-19T08:30:06Z

Most entries will be locked to friends only from now onwards. So, if you guys wanna know what goes on, too bad for you. Ally is being a bitch currently, so don't mess with her.

Oh, i miss hanging out with a lot of people. Those i've not seen for like god knows how long. Especially Cirie, Naeem, Isrin, Emil, Ain, Yana K, Liyana, Eera, Rebecca B, OF Partners and a lot more. Omg, we shall hang out again soon! Still, i miss my current clique of friends.(: